Well tonight Josh's work is making a casino night for the employees and the family. Im still not sure how its going to go with Jenna. She is pretty calm with noise and I already pumped enough milk to keep her completely satisfied, but I just wonder if the event is going to be "baby friendly". The company said it is for all family members and children welcome but idk. I think Im just cautious of her. And I would never leave her with anyone, Im still too attached to her.
One day I left Jenna with my mom for 30 mins. before I even left the driveway I was crying and when I got back I stole her away from my mom!
