I think all of the realizations are kicking in at once. I've been crying for a few hours now and called my insurance company in a panic state. They messed up my health insurance and put me on the wrong plan. It's a very expensive plan with a $3000 deductible, and THEN I have to pay 20% after the 3gs are paid. The plan I signed up for was a much different rate, but when my work put it through, they put the wrong plan. So Im really stressing this.

 

Not only that, the baby has definately dropped a bit. (5 weeks early) and Im just stressing her arrival now too.... My dream has always been to be a SAHM and my husband is working really hard to accomplish this for us... but how realistic is it really?