This is a journey i am really excited to finish. After losing my first child at 40 wks three years ago, the pain, agony and anguish still lingers on. Every time i see a child between ma first daughter's age it raises a part of me i wish never happened and today, i couldn't be much happier. My happiness will not be complete until i hold my angel and princess in hand alive not dead. For this second pregnancy, i have learned a lot.