so I have a lot on my mind, have a 4 yr old and a 1 yr old. lost my job a few months ago, so my h and I decided I would stay home with the girls, I am also looking for babysit 2 or 3 children. and a pt job. I need to lose 49 lbs and am having a hard time getting motivated. I stress eat which doesn't help. and I am stressed over money. I can't sleep at night. just need to get back on a schedule. trying to figure out a way to possibly start a business..it's something I've wanted to do for a long time but just haven't had the nerve. afraid of failure. and worried about the time committment and how starting a business will affect my family. ok, I'm off to shower and actually do something with myself!