i love being pregnant! i've been awaiting this precious little miracle for a long time, though my fiancee didn't have a problem giving me babies quick! the timing seems to be god given , and i ask for your prayers that he gets a job (without it we have no money and i can't be reunited with him to live with him in minnesota) so please please pray for this! i miss him and he is missing out on sonograms and all the other little miracles. he desperately wants to be there, and every day reminds me how i'm inching nearer to my due date.

i love how sexy being pregnant makes you feel and how it changes everything. it's like all my dreams are coming true! and btw, as soon as my divorce finalizes (it's supposed to be but i believe my ex may be being dishonest) i can marry him when i get up there. we've been waiting a while to do that too, but i knew it was for best (we're both divorced)