hey everyone I felt I needed to share a journal,so im 12wks with twins and i dont know if im ready because in December of '09' I lost a set of twin girls yes I said December '09" and soon after I got right back pregnant with twins again and Im still shocked and im scared and nervous because im still grieving the lost of my other twins but im dealing with it because I know stress isnt good for the babies but I dont think im emotionally ready yet for more kids and besides what if these dont make it I dont know if I can deal with that pain and heart ache again,but im leaving it in Gods hands...thanks for listenin u guys ;)