it seems like im the one suffering form this right now!! i know its healthy to get away sometimes, but i cant help but to feel like a horrible mother for leaving my baby (with his grandma) for a couple of hours, to go to the gym, school, ect!! even though i leave him maybe 3 times a week, its still hard and i miss him the minute i step out. is this normal? anyone else ever felt this way? i feel like i got a case of the crazies!! LOL

I could've written this myself!  i get EXTREME anxiety when i have to leave luke.  i stay at home with him so sometimes i feel like i can't wait to get out just for a little while but then when i line up the babysitter (my mom or MIL or hubby) and leave i just can't wait to get back.  i don't even enjoy getting out.  i recently started on an anti anxiety medicane.  i really don't like taking meds but i really feel like it is effecting my life and it is crazy!  plus i am hoping to start back to work next school year (i'm a teacher) and i am going to have to chill between now and then!  i can't really help you but can let you know you are not alone!