How I'm feeling at this present time in this race. I had a man I thought who loved me for me then had doubts once he came back from out of town? Like I tried to get pregnant in the first place by him. He's doing just as bad as I am byt have much more budget expereince than I have. I never felt so hurt. This point in the game I give up on love. Just my baby. Whom I can not wait to hold and love like our father loves us.